The reason for my long absences can best be described in this poem I wrote a few years back: fuckless Sex….. My long lost friend. I want to touch and be touched Feel and be felt Scream and make scream. I want to have sex And lose myself in ecstasy. I want to be fucked Without mercy. I want to be spanked And called dirty names. My desire burns red hot And my passion consumes me. I want to be taken, Used and abused. Take me, Fuck me, screw me, Make me scream, Make me cum. Someone fuck me, please.